Forensic: Autopsy oh autopsy

I did hospital attachment at the Forensic Department of Hospital Serdang today. According to the head of the department, Dr. Abdul Karim Tajudin, forensic medicine is the application of medical knowledge for the administration of law and justice.

We watched several autopsies. At first the feeling was like umm umm um, alright I give you the chance to guess. But after some time, I turned heartless and said "I should join the old man on CSI NY".

I got the opportunity to see how skulls being cut which actually using vibration, blood diceduk using ladle, brain (my friend refers this as jelly) is cut to see any injury, how the body being sown and so on.

The doctor, his assistants with 'the patient'.

The cases involving suicide, hit and run accident, drowning and so on. Talking about suicide, normally Malay people do this because of madness, while Chinese because of money and Indian because of stress.

Future doctors: Me, Azlyn, Irin. That pink shoes is euww. Nevermind.
*Thanks to Ainul Haha for this picture*

Well, actually it's not bad working with dead people. This will reminds us of death, of sakaratul maut. Ka'b al-Ahbar said :

"Sakaratul maut ibarat sebatang pohonberduri yang dimasukkan kedalam perut seseorang. Lalu, seorang lelaki menariknya dengan sekuat-kuatnya sehingga ranting itupun membawasemua bagian tubuh yang menyangkut padanya dan meninggalkan yang tersisa"

And Imam Ghazali said,

"Demi Allah, seandainya jenazah yang sedang kalian tangisi bisa berbicara sekejap, lalu menceritakan (pengalaman sakaratul mautnya)pada kalian, niscaya kalian akan melupakan jenazah tersebut, danmulai menangisi diri kalian sendiri".

OK that's all. Thanks to the staffs of the Forensic Department.

BAJAU costume.

Few days ago, me and my friends participated in English Exhibition competition in conjunction with Karnival Minggu Penghayatan Bahasa dan Jati Diri. What the most important thing that I wanna say here is, "We won the second place!! Hahaha". It was unsangkarable! because our booth is the ugliest one. We won because of our exhibition content. Thanks to all KMB people who've helped us. You all are handsome and pretty.

I've sown seven Bajau costumes for this competition. All seven by myself!! Huahuahua I'm so proud. However because of the shortage of time plus tension segala bagai, the costumes are all ruined. I wanted to adjust the costumes a bit in the morning but memang tak sempat! When I think back, the costumes are all embarrassing!! Loose, the color is not perfectly matched etc etc. Not like what I've manufactured before in my mind. *sigh*

Pencetus idea. Thanks to Mr Googy.

The costume design.

Holding the bride roll, of course lah my Bajau costume is the prettiest amongst all. Check out this picture.

Me with an Iban girl. Look at my stupid face. My usual stupid face.

"Hell you say this is the prettiest?? This is not pretty!!"

Tell me. Who says so ha?? Aahh like I care! Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.
I felt so bad because baju kawan2 saya lagi tak lawa. Sorry friends.

But actually the true story is, at first, teacher Nora asked me to sew only two Bajau costumes. After has seen my perfect work *Cehh!* she asked me to sew another seven Bajau costumes. Thanks god that I'm still sane. But it's ok maybe this is the reason we won the second place.

My friends, Yani and Ain.
Red hand fan from the next booth, which their theme was Baba Nyonya.

Actually they're not so bad right? Colourful je. Ok je. But thing I hate the most is the black sugar paper around their necks. That's not part of my idea. But as the costume designer I felt terrible to see that uncool thing. Bride's is also not pretty although it's made up of a piece of cloth, but it is better lah.

Oh they're not wearing their serempak. Benda alah apa pulak tu?

Tadaa! This is our serempak. But ours are not pretty the original ones are prettier.

Serempak is a kind of headgear which Bajau women put on their heads. They also wear keku (keh-koo) on their fingers.

That's all. Thank you for reading this entry. Have a nice day yo.

From Puncak Alam to Kolej MARA Banting

On 14th July 2011 I moved from UiTM PALAM to KMB. Feeling?? So terrible. Left my roommate in a bad way like a total loser, and also not telling other friends about this migration. Well, that time I just finished my math test and was very upset as I cannot answer one simple question.

After have cried for several hours, all of a sudden I got a SMS from KMB, offering me to pursue my study there. Then I called my mom and said I wanna enter KMB because I cannot answer paper math (I don't know yet the truth of Math HL at that time).

At first I felt scary gell because hey I'm moving to an IB World School! The nerdiest nerds from all over Malaysia are here!!
Really?? Mmm takde lah sangat. Macam apa je.

So bye2 lah PALAM. I really have great time with people there. This all happen too fast and all of a sudden, I'm now at KMB. You know, KMB is very2 not pretty. Seeing this room makes me wanna cry.

Bilik KMB yang sangat dahsyat.

Wait2. OK lah tu. It's not hella ugly.

Mmm mmm mmm. Betul jugak kan. Maybe the reason I said so is because my room at PALAM is much2 more prettier. Tada!!

Bilik PALAM yang sangat dahsyat.

See. Both are different. desk at PALAM is bigger. The curtain is prettier. The floor is prettier. PALAM pretty. PALAM pretty. KMB ugly.

"Lah Aisyah kau nak kutuk KMB ke?? Siapa suruh kau masuk sini kalau dah tahu bilik KMB tak lawa?? Ha??!! Takde otak??!! Go back to PALAM lah!!!"
(Huui ganas)

To cut the story, after stayed at KMB for few weeks,

"Selepas lebih mengenali kolej ini, baru lah saya sedar, material bukanlah segala-galanya. Yang paling penting ialah jiwa! Jiwa ya Aisyah! Sheesh. Pehal".

At KMB, I realize about the most important thing I should seek for in my life. At KMB, I know better about my pencuri hati first class a.k.a. my pengarang jantung. Bukan setakat jantung, kepala, perut, tangan, bulu mata, bulu roma semuanya lah, Dia yang karang.

See, there are things that I can hardly find in PALAM

To all juniors who are indecisive to enter KMB, if I'm in your shoes, believe me I would put KMB at the top of the list. IB is one of the toughest pre- university program in the world you know. Only people with guts choose this program. So do you have guts?

But the most important thing is to longing for His love and keep praying for the best.
He'll show you the best way and guide you.

OK have a nice day. Allah bless:)

Cerita Hati by Hafiz Hamidun

I also love this song. If Sebuah Pertemuan reminds me of my Mekarian friends,, this song reminds me of my Ibnusinatorz2010 friends :D:D

4 Ibn Sina

5 Ibn Sina

On our graduation day.

We used to live 'peacefully' together. Despite sometimes we quarrelled with each other,, it was just an unforgettable memory that we've perpetuated in our hearts. After a 2-year journey as students of Ibnusinatorz2010~~

This's a nice song so enjoy :):)

Semalam yang telah pergi
Menghilang tanpa jejak
Membawa bersama cereka
Duka dan ketawa

Dan kini ku mencari
Kalau masih ada kesan
Yang terus tersisa di dada
Pantai permainan

Jalanan yang panjang
Bersimpang haluan
Bagai pentas luahan rasa
Tiada bersempadan

Pada awan biru ku melakar kata-kata
Pada langit cerah ku panah semua cerita
Dengarlah mentari suara hatiku menyanyi
Berterbangan jiwa merentasi pelangi

Mungkinkah ada esok
tuk ku ukirkan kalimah
Menjadi arca pembuktian
Pengabdian cinta

Pada awan biru ku melakar kata-kata
Pada langit cerah ku panah semua cerita
Dengarlah mentari suara hatiku menyanyi
Berterbangan jiwa merentasi pelangi

Pada awan biru ku melakar kata-kata
Pada langit cerah ku panah semua cerita
Dengarlah mentari suara hatiku menyanyi
Berterbangan jiwa merentasi pelangi

Gerimis menitis gugur membasahi bumi

Bagai menangisi sebuah cerita hati

Andai kau fahami semua hikayat pendeta

Seribu tahun kau pasti bisa setia ke alam syurga

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Jar Of Hearts by Christina Perri

I didn't really interested with this song when I hear it for the first time.

And then Maddi Jane covers this song and I really love her cover. She makes me love this song :D:D

Maddi Jane,, she's only 12 years old but her voice is amazing.

Just watch this video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RT9PQgMtkDo

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?



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Price Tag by Jessie J ft. BoB

Also check out this cool video :):)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7oBQnIumBRY

Seems like everybody’s got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night.
When the tale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and
Smile

Why is everybody so serious!
Acting so damn mysterious
You got your shades on your eyes
And your heels so high
That you can’t even have a good time.

Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
Well pay them with love tonight

It’s not about the money, money, money
We don’t need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag

Ain’t about the (ha) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

We need to take it back in time,
When music made us all UNITE!
And it wasn’t low blows and video Hoes,
Am I the only one gettin tired?

Why is everybody so obsessed?
Money can’t buy us happiness
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now
Guarantee we’ll be feelin
All right.

Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
Well pay them with love tonight

It’s not about the money, money, money
We don’t need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag

Ain’t about the (ha) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

Yeah yeah
Well, keep the price tag
And take the cash back
Just give me six streams and a half stack
And you can keep the cars
Leave me the garage
And all I..
Yes all I need are keys and garage
And guess what, in 30 seconds I’m leaving to Mars
Yes we leaving across these undefeatable odds
Its like this man, you can’t put a price on life
We do this for the love so we fight and sacrifice everynight
So we aint gon stumble and fall never
Waiting to see, a sign of defeat uh uh
So we gon keep everyone moving there feet
So bring back the beat and everybody sing
It’s not about

It’s not about the money, money, money
We don’t need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag

Ain’t about the (ha) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

Yeah yeah
Oo-oooh
Forget about the price tag

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Sebuah Pertemuan by UNIC

Love this song bcause it'll always reminds me bout my old friends at MEKAR. Years that i've spent with them are the best period in my life and I still rmember when I had to move to SBPIS,, I was so sad at that time. I kept crying every day. But then I realized that the best thing that i can give to them is my prayers.

Teacher Hidayah (the best teacher ever), my classmates of 3 Khadijah and I. This's the best picture that i can get.

So,, enjoy this song bebeh!

Ketika diri mencari sinar
Secebis cahaya menerangi laluan
Ada kalanya langkahku tersasar
Tersungkur di lembah kegelapan

Bagaikan terdengar bisikan rindu
Mengalun kalimah menyapa keinsafan
Kehadiranmu menyentuh kalbu
Menyalakan obor pengharapan

Tika ku kealpaan
Kau bisikkan bicara keinsafan
Kau beri kekuatan, tika aku
Diuji dengan dugaan
Saat ku kehilangan keyakinan
Kau nyalakan harapan
Saat ku meragukan keampunan Tuhan
Kau katakan rahmat-Nya mengatasi segala

Menitis airmataku keharuan
Kepada sebuah pertemuan
Kehadiranmu mendamaikan
Hati yang dahulu keresahan

Cinta yang semakin kesamaran
Kau gilap cahaya kebahagiaan
Tulus keikhlasan menjadi ikatan
Dengan restu kasih-Mu, oh Tuhan

Titisan air mata menyubur cinta
Dan rindu pun berbunga
Mekar tidak pernah layu
Damainya hati
Yang dulu resah keliru
Cintaku takkan pudar diuji dugaan
Mengharum dalam harapan
Moga kan kesampaian kepada Tuhan
Lantaran diri hamba kerdil dan hina

Menitis airmataku keharuan
Kepada sebuah pertemuan
Kehadiranmu mendamaikan
Hati yang dahulu keresahan

Syukur sungguh di hati ini
Dikurniakan teman sejati
Menunjuk jalan dekati-Nya
Tika diri dalam kebuntuan

Betapa aku menghargai
Kejujuran yang kau beri
Mengajarku mengenal erti
Cinta hakiki yang abadi

Tiada yang menjadi impian
Selain rahmat kasih-Mu Tuhan
Yang terbias pada ketulusan
Sekeping hati seorang insan
Bernama teman

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NARUTO- Wind by Akeboshi

I like this song. It reminds me of the best manga in history,, of course it is NARUTO!! Geez,, I'm a real die hard fan of this anime series and started to fall in love with it when I was about 14 year-old. At first, I was influenced with my brother,, but now,, I'm several times more expert than him about this manga. Heh~

This's Hatake Kakashi. So cool right?? Heh~ He's my first hero in this manga. After him is,, err,, are('',) Uzumaki Naruto, Nara Shikamaru, Gaara of the Desert and Uchiha Itachi. =D=D

Also, and also,, besides Kakashi and so on,, I also have fallen in love with,, NAMIKAZE MINATO!! Heh. He's Naruto's father and he's absolutely awwsommeee!! He's the one who sacrifices his life to seal the Nine-Tailed Fox in Naruto's body. After all,, he's the 4th Hokage (Yondaime).

For me, this story (Naruto) is so tragic. I dont have any idea how much tears have fallen down my face because of the sad parts in this story. When Naruto fights Sasuke at the Valley of the End,, when Itachi's killed by Sasuke,, when Jiraiya dies,, when Naruto's mother tells him all about what had happened on the day he was born,, and many more. And everytime I hear this song, Wind,, I'll feel heart touching feeling. Heh, silly statement but it's so true.

Lastly,, I hope you enjoy this song~~

Cultivate your hunger, before you idealize
Motivate your Anger, to make them all realize
Climbing the mountain, never coming down
Break into the contents, never falling down

My knee is still shaking like I was twelve
Sneakin' out the classroom, by the back door
A man railed at me twice, though
But I didn't care
Waiting is wasting, for people like me

Don't try to look so wise,
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to look so wise,
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

You say dreams are dreams
I ain't gonna play the fool anymore
You say, 'cos I still got my soul
Take your time baby
Your blood needs slowin' down
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom
Reflection of fear make shadows of nothing
Shadows of nothing
You still are blind if you see a winding road
'Cos there's always a straight way to the point you see

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry, 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end



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I Need A Doctor by Dr. Dre ft. Eminem, Skylar Grey

Im about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long
I’m running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[Eminem]
I told the World one day I would pay it back
Say it on tape, and lay it, record it
So that one day I could play it back
But I don’t even know if I would leave it when I’m saying that
Ya’ll start to creep in, everyday its so grey and black
Hope I just need a ray of that
Cause no one see’s my vision when I play it for em
They just say its wack
Thye don’t know what dope is
And I don’t know if I was awake or asleep
When I wrote this,
All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest
You picked me up, breeding life in me
I owe my life to you
Before the life of me, I dont see why you dont see like I do
But it just dawned on me you lost a son
See this light in you, it’s dark. let me turn on the lights and brigthen me and lighten you
I dont think you realise what you mean to me
Not the slightest clue
Cause me and you were like a crew
I was like your sidekick
You gon either wanna fight me when I get off this f-cking mic
Or you gon hug me
But I’m not an option, theres nothing else I can do cause…

Im about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long
I’m running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[Eminem]
It hurts when I see you struggle
You come to me with ideas
You say there pieces so I’m puzzled
Cause the shit I hear is crazy
But your either getting lazy or you don’t believe in you no more
Seems like your own opinions, not one you can form
Cant make a decision keep questioning yourself
Second guessing and its almost like your begging for my help
Like I’m your leader
Your susposed to be my f-cking mentor
I can endure no more,
I demand you remember who you are
It was YOU, who believed in me

When everyone was telling you dont sign me
Everyone at the f-cking label, lets tell the truth
You risked your career for me
I know it as well as you
Nobody wanted to f-ck with the white boy
Thats why I’m crying in this booth
You saved my life, now maybe its my time to save yours
But I can never repay you what you did for me is way more
But I aint giving up faith and you aint giving up on me
Get up Dre, I’m dying I need you, for f-cks sake

Im about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long
I’m running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

(I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life)

[Dr Dre]
It literally feels like a lifetime ago
But I still remember the shit like it was yesterday though
You walked in, yellow jump suit
Whole room, cracked jokes
Once you got inside the booth, told you, like smoke
Went through friends, some of them I put on
But they just left, they said was riding to a death
But where the f-ck are they now
Now that I need them I dont see none of them
All I see is Slim
F-ck all you fair-weather friends
All I need is him
F-cking backstabbers
When the chips were down you just laughed at us
Now you bout to feel the wrath of aftermath, faggots
You gon see us in our lab jackets and ask us where the f-ck we been?
You can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass
Little crack a jack beat making wack math,
Backwards producers, Im back bastards
One more CD and then I’m packing up my bags and as I’m leaving again
I’ll guarantee they scream Dre don’t leave us like that man cause…

Im about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long
I’m running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

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Rocketeer by Far East Movement ft. Ryan Tedder (One Republic)

I really love this song when i was busy with my spm preparation last year. This song is from their first major debut album, FREE WIRED.

Here we go, come with me,
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer

Let's fly, fly, fly, flyyy.
Up, up, here we go, go. [2x]
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyyy.
Up, up, here we go, go.
Where we stop nobody knows [knows],

Where we go we don't need roads [roads],
Where we stop nobody knows [knows],
To the stars if you really want it,
Got, got a jetpack with your name on it,
Above the clouds in the atmosphere [phere],
Just say the words and we outta here [outta here],
Hold my hand if you feelin' scared [scared],
We flyin' up, up outta here.

[Chorus]
Here we go, come with me,
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes,
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer,

Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy.
Up, up here we go, go. [2x]
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy.
Up, up here we go, go. [Here we go]
Where we stop nobody knows [knows],

Baby we can stay fly like a G6,
Shop the streets of Tokyo get your fly kicks,

Girl you always on my mind,
Got my head up in the sky,
And I'm never looking down feelin' priceless, yeah,
Where we at, only few have known
Go on the next level, Super Mario
I hope this works out, Cardio,
Til' then let's fly, Geronimo.

[Chorus]
Here we go, come with me,
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes,
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer,

Let's fly, [Yo]
Nah I never been in space before,
But I never seen a face like yours,
You make me feel like I could touch the planets,
You want the moon, girl watch me grab it,
See I never seen the stars this close,
You got me stuck off the way you glow,
I'm like, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm like, oh, oh, oh, oh,

[Chorus]
Here we go, Come with me,
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes,
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer,
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy.
Up, up here we go, go. [2x]
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy.
Up, up here we go, go. [2x]
Where we stop nobody knows, knows, knows.